Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Lost

Riley went to the doctors today and well they put him on METHADONE because he is in a lot of pain now and they said that we need to talk to my 5yrs old and let me know that his little boy will not be here much longer... Riley Brain is more damaged they said... I am lost in words and lost in how i feel. I really don't know how to act really i am so worried about Riley and all. Riley has gone down hill alot more and it so worries me because i know he will not be here forever but i still pray for a miracle and i will not give up on that but at the same time i am scared...I need prayer prayers because this is so hard right now and i just dont know anymore.. how strong can you be when you just dont know anymore...,but i will update more later....