Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Bad Day:)

SO TODAY IS NOT A GREAT DAY FOR ME OR RILEY.. RILEY IS NORMALLY IN A HAPPY MOOD, LIKE TALKING AND SMILE AND MOVING HIS ARMS AROUND.. WELL TODAY HE HAS SLEPT ALL DAY WHICH IS NOT NORMAL FOR HIM AT ALL AND ON TOP OF THAT HE CANT SEEM TO KEEP HIS O2 LEVEL UP WHICH WHEN HE NAPS DURING THE DAY IT IS NORMALLY OKAY LIKE WE DON'T HAVE A LOT OF TROUBLE WITH IT BUT TODAY WE HAVE HAD A LOT OF TROUBLE WITH HIS O2 LEVEL WHICH IS VERY SCARY TO ME .... I TOOK A COUPLE OF PICTURE TO SHOW YOU.. THESE THAT I TOOK AREN'T THAT LOW BUT IT IS LOW FOR HIM....
ON THE LEFT SIDE IS HIS O2 AND RIGHT
SIDE IS HIS HEART RATE.. WHICH HIS
HEART RATE FOR TODAY WAS GREAT
 BUT HIS O2 ISN'T SO GREAT TODAY..


RILEY IS LOVED BY SO MANY
AND I HATE SEE HIM LIKE THIS
IT IS ONE OF THE MOST HARDEST
THINGS A PARENT HAS TO
GO THROUGH TO WATCH THERE
CHILD GO THROUGH THIS
AND YOU CANT DO NOTHING
BUT LOVE ON THEM AND
TELL THEM HOW AWESOME THEY
ARE AND WHAT GREAT IN
INPAMCT THAT MADE ON
YOU AND EVERYONE
ELSE..
RIGHT NOW I AM VERY SCARED TO
DEATH. NOT JUST BECAUSE OF
WANTS HAPPEN WITH
RILEY BUT ALSO
WHAT IS TO COME AFTER
WITH RILEY AND HOW
I AM GOING TO GO ON
WITH MY LIFE WITH
MY FIVE YEAR OLD..
THE ROAD IS ONLY GOING
TO GET HARD BUT BY THE
GRACE OF GOD AND
FAMILY PLUS FRIENDS
I CAN DO THIS ...

2 comments:

  1. Oh Lori, I cannot imagine how difficult this is for you. No parent and no child should have to go through this. Please know that many, many people are praying for your sweet boy and you and your family. Waves of love and many hugs are coming your way. You are a such a strong lady. Thank you for sharing your journey with us - you and your tought little guy are changing a lot of lives!

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  2. Lori I feel so sorry that you and Riley are going through this. Please remember that myself and many others are beside you and praying for you and Riley. Ssending you all my thoughts, support and prayers. Jesus is holding Riley in His Hands, and He is with you too. ((HUGS)) Ontario, Canada

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